Danial Eric Mathis

My Godson you know those you love to the moon and back when they destroy your heart I wonder dothey feel your pain? I alway spend what I had on things to share. When he was born his mom had already lost a child. We mom and I were so very thrilled. My dog Pal […]

Riddle me this?

Hardest to heal after bout of Cellius deep red leg, swollen foot or blistered Arse. The leg I will elevate. Foot will lay on floor with foot higher then my heart starting today to clean bad blood out of. See I worked for thirty two yeara standing on my feet most for people with cushy […]

I wonder

Do you ever ponder what others do at night. Why your existance is a snore? Wheres the excitement? Is there excitement? How to get a life? Is this all there is. I had Cellitice and lay comatose yesterday. My biggest chore was to remain here. It would have made my half sisters life if I […]

Nothing lonier then lonliness

A pit open where once a heart warmed No one to share feelings with Moments Stories Thoughts A place is not a home Standing on a screen in porch Gazing across a bay Cool breeze that cuts through A fishing pole in hand Bundled up Cousins all around 1940 old red pickup Player piano Ellen […]

Emotional ties

There is literally a hand ful of adopted family I have. Being with the few Im close to is like fake ice cream.See no warmth or satisfaction in the memory I find it very rmeasy to drift off. Being gay without community is the same heart sick feel. Guess you will never understand the emptiness […]

Best

Just awoke to my cat peeing on my blanket.Not the first time though forst time I slept. Judy a friend says I’d kick him out for that! But then Judy just yesterday accused me of cruelty because I bathed my cat in vinigar knowing that when my skin is inflamed vinigar stings a bit but […]

Gaslighting tool of a narcississ

Consists of lies to control Stockholm syndrom! I was lied about. Mom was harrassed and bullied.What would you do? I know what I will do. She knows in her heart what I’m going to do. My half sister took my good name and tosses it away as if it was hers to di as she […]

A house

Always wanted a house. I go without sleep working for my own home. Mom allows an older half sister of mine to bully her out of rebuilding her home after she lite our laundry room on fire while mom and Insat in the den watching a new show called ‘Stalkers!’ I thonk Ellen allowed the […]

The price paid with hate

My half sister Gaslight the ine I loved the most. I never harmed anyone in my life. I miss Marian D.Bittenger Heike more then life. My breathen is hard in the Iowan humitity.My name was stollen with lies.Mom belies Dianas lies My younger sister who knows I never harmed anyone Diana Lee Heike Dudley and […]

Lonliness interfears

Shattering my peace Sleep Missing my family Comment my half sister Like a toxic viper Still stricks out Funny she convienced herself No one has the right to tell family secrets if they poke at her lies I want my sister I want my mom My baby nephews Sleep I can push past Lonliness Like […]