I wonder

Do you ever ponder what others do at night. Why your existance is a snore? Wheres the excitement? Is there excitement? How to get a life? Is this all there is. I had Cellitice and lay comatose yesterday. My biggest chore was to remain here. It would have made my half sisters life if I […]

Nothing lonier then lonliness

A pit open where once a heart warmed No one to share feelings with Moments Stories Thoughts A place is not a home Standing on a screen in porch Gazing across a bay Cool breeze that cuts through A fishing pole in hand Bundled up Cousins all around 1940 old red pickup Player piano Ellen […]

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Emotional ties

There is literally a hand ful of adopted family I have. Being with the few Im close to is like fake ice cream.See no warmth or satisfaction in the memory I find it very rmeasy to drift off. Being gay without community is the same heart sick feel. Guess you will never understand the emptiness […]

Best

Just awoke to my cat peeing on my blanket.Not the first time though forst time I slept. Judy a friend says I’d kick him out for that! But then Judy just yesterday accused me of cruelty because I bathed my cat in vinigar knowing that when my skin is inflamed vinigar stings a bit but […]