There is literally a hand ful of adopted family I have. Being with the few Im close to is like fake ice cream.See no warmth or satisfaction in the memory I find it very rmeasy to drift off.
Being gay without community is the same heart sick feel. Guess you will never understand the emptiness I feel after my half sisters lies stripped me of those ones I loved.
Like being a victim of the Salem witch trials innocent of any of the claims. Lonliness is a bottomless pit.