Lonliness interfears

Shattering my peace

Sleep

Missing my family

Comment my half sister

Like a toxic viper

Still stricks out

Funny she convienced herself

No one has the right to tell family secrets if they poke at her lies

I want my sister

I want my mom

My baby nephews

Sleep I can push past

Lonliness

Like a deep cut

Life fluid flows

Its me that pulls my spirit up

Success us up to me to fight

Monster majes my screams remain locked deep inside

Others matter

Scapegoat children with psychopath narcississ sister believe

They narcisdiss bullies value

We do not

That was me

That was who my sisters thought I woukd always be

No longers

No longer

I scream inside until I find a life mate

War wounds are life earned

Shell shocked bullied fifty six years

Murdered 2014,December 3rd 10:03pm

2016 I started doing videos in the apartmrnt from hell

Roller rink outside Decorah

2018 I went from videoes of pain

Recording my story to reading in the roller rink parking lot in back of my dad’s old truck.

June 2018 I stuck more then my toe in the pond to test the water

Tossing caution to the wind I started at $12 a month my Youtube channle

Val’s Whitewolf Channle, reclaming my video business from 1992

‘Video Memories’ camcorder from Pennies sucked

I know more now ‘Incorporate’

Bullies who still threaten you whose lies they tossed like rocks stoning you innocent of their lies.

I have all Diana’s lies

I know what she did to mom and me

Including the filthy emails she wrote to my adviser

The truth she told my adopted sister

The threat in spring 2015 she told Dr.Jeanette Pillsbury, Luther College that Diana Lee Dudley, my only sister Ellen Beth Heike Mathis and my mom( lied about, harrassed on the phone,GASLIGHT to believe I write horrible things about my best friend my mom.Diana told me they have proof.That is a lie because I have never told filthy lies about anyone especially not Marian D.Bittenger Heike.)

The lie she sent Dr.P the minister was that my sister and mom and Diana was going to commit me because I was insane!

Never occured

Maybe in her mind

If I had power

And she knows

She would not breath

I’ll be knocking on her door one day

Only thing that interfers with me is me

My bullies have no control over

Me!

I wish there was a community of other entrepreneurs!

Oh there is you readers, writers, youtubers,

My videos I just found out do not open here but

Address works

Just like snail mail

Thankyou

Together we shall fight monsters

Monsters are alone

Their minds full of the possibilities of my hate.

I, we win!

Published by Val's Whitewolf Media Youtube Channle

My Youtube is Val's Whitewolf Media. I read books and do commentary on my Youtube. When I write my heart and scar show my wounds still bloody. When I have a camera I expand my reach community wise.

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