Being poor no one gets the size of wallet.People do not become animal doctors ,veterinarians because they love animals anymore. We, I might say I’m worried my black firbaby is not feeling great.
People without a thought in the world will be flip, take them to a vet! I write and build content on Youtube to get my Media Company going ‘I HATE POVERTY! I’m vehical less it does not mean I don’t have a plan!
Most people at 4 am are still sleeping not me.I need to go to the dentist.I need a vehical.Blacks under the weather.Last night he started to eat.For two days all he had was recycled bile.
I have peanut butter on my ankles so from the toxin that caued infection from Celitice when I change the TP bandage my ankle don’t itch. Have you ever had hives? Itching is better then an orgasm. To assist with my cat getting better I did what I do for me when needing to stop puking I sip vinigar. I only have white apples the best for you but if you have neither salad dressing is good to. I toss vinigar on my feet when I have it.
Smelling like a salad is better then being dead. Last night I smeared a spot on blacks coat with vinigar.’No more puking!’ Its terrific to have the sound of crunching. He was also having diareah all bloody. It would crush this poor vehicaless writing lesbian Youtuber alone without love if I lost my firbaby.
When you see poor people next time and you think aren’t they lucky they have someone who loves them unconditionally well that love runs both ways.What poor people do not have for themself , we do not have for our firbabies too. We make do and hope they can get by hurting like we get by.
We don’t want to be poor.If I had the money to start a Ride Share or a deliver business every little thing gets us nearer what is desired. No vehical no food no nothing but pain.
An adopted family took me to get food on Saturday.When Pat brought me home she said now you have food for a while. On the way home she lectured me on the importance of transportation.Do people really assume that in 2019 Everyone’s not aware of why we need a decent Ride Share for food and to get to other locations.Poor people Do not take little towns Home tiwn cabs that if dropped off at Walmart charges $60 while you shop. I would charge $5 an hour.
Transportation and animal doctors unlike Monona Iowa veterinarian who when we say our animals are ill they say bring them when you have money. I fucking hate that GD credit thing prople make what they are or were paid.I certainly never imagined because I survived being struck by a 93 year old retired attorney I would not find anyone to employ me Im awesome with animals.An outstanding cook.Safe driver. Good in detail I walk with a cane because I need new knees.
End of the month I have very little money.At the groccery store on sale I bought 3 pork steaks I love them.I also splurged and got half a pound of peper jack cheese. It was the first time in 3 years I had shopped in a groccery store like a real human.
At the cashier Pat was in front of me she had bought me some ice cream told me it was because she was happy I had gotten rid of my red pickup. I would have driven it until I got money for my budiness or it had killed me. She turns like her crippled friend me is retarded and says in broad daylight ‘ Do you have enough money for that!’
As an Gay Empath writer things like a tin woman rumbles arpund inside like a bee stuck in a bee hive with no avanue of excape only the tin can’s my gut.I guess you could say this Iowan rumenates like a cow on moments of life. Stories make me giggle or touch me or trouble me. It is not the first time without thinking I have after rethinking a moment feel disturbed by an experience.
This is something I would never do to a friend embarrass them. I might if in line see someone in financial strapness and hand them a couple bucks. Maybe if I had not been without food for a week when 9 am Saturday March 30, 2019 and my doorbell and someone was pounding on my door I should have not answered it.
So many things go through your thoughts in an instant when you areasked standing in line ‘Do you have enouhh money to cover your bill!’ Like time travel you are back to that opening of the door. I recall being inquired why she can never reach me and my phone says its out of service.
Pat would never understand I turn on my ‘Do not disturb!’ Because my phone is a tool not a phone.I write on it and read on my Youtube channle.People will Never grasp that my countent is mostly me.When the phone rings Uploads Do not load! Camera on my phone shuts off!
I have a special friend in Montena Darlene says things she must not regard as holding the worth they do do me.I only know one woman who trusted me blindly but being poverity stricken I still could not keep her safe from the bully in the Heike family, my family.Diana Lee Heike Dudley and wgen the two pain packs over the counter do succeed in murdering mom(Marian D.Bittenger Heike) in Granbury,Tx. Diana will walk from that as she did two years of harrassing our mom calling mom 70 times a week.Annual bullying visits, the proceeding to Gaslight mom in Diana’s home to remove me from moms will with lies I write horrible things about mom.Then harping after mom to get mom from Dec 2018 to Febriary 2019 so mom believes God knows what.She mom my best friend the woman since I was 9 this gay chick was they to help if she needed a hand.
Mom’s 91, I have not been allowed to talk to mom since last May. I no longer trust blindly see I’m an abused animal.Without my cat I have no one.And here’s Darlene telling me there are only three people she trust and I’m one if them. I’m a poor judge anymore. I’m one of the most feeling people I know but my half sister’s lies even took my Godson whom I loved like a son Daniel Eric Mathis and corrupted my little Dan. Ellen Beth Heike Mathis could have made all the difference in the world for mom and me all she had to do was come forward and tell the truth to crappy Iowa Human Service and her boys she would never get in Diana’s way.
Hell Ellen never once told mom what Diana was doing to mom or me. Gutless wonders all but my mom Marian D.Bittenger Heike. I sure would love a fulltime job at a small town newspaper in northern Montena while I seek funds to start a mulching produce farm. Well thankyou all for hearing my thoughts.I’m all cried out time to schnuggle with my cat and read a chapter its 55 in my crappy low rent apartment. The 480 for heat assistance and with creative figuring by Alliant Energy took 3 months to use up.
February Alliant energy added to the bill $100 making my usuage and the other taxes they add to the bill come to $185. I do not use the back bedroom.Only heat one room. Don’t use the ceiling lights just one $3 lamp with perminent light bulb.
Oh one more thing maybe two.Happy Aprils fools day late and get your shingles shot if you had chicken pox. If you get them the shot is of no use at all. Trust me they are horrible the itch after the redness burning from under your skin by your nerves is horrible.Then the water blisters and the itch then the scaring the only thing more oainful is a narcississitic socialpath half sister who all her life what you had was of less value then what she wanted. Narcississtic need to be seen as more significant danger then they are they scar deep into the heart.