Hello its 537 am Saturday morning Ossian Iowa lesbian and black cat awake. Person less awake Black . Mr. Black is feeling under the weather so has peed on a blanket and poohed by the door.
I spend nearly all wake hours doing content for my You tube channle Val Whitewolf Media. Very little time jibber jabbering with people who see me as standing still and not working hard enough to leave poverty.
Thought this week I had a cool she’s pissed with me because at 60 the woman who I thought only’s interest in me was that I was in low rent housing. Then the phone rang. It was Darlene telling me she had gotten a two bedroom apartment. Darlene announced now I could come see her.Hop a bus. After all I’m doing NOTHONG!
Have you Ever traveled with a cat? Anywhere?in a bus? I would never subjecked me to that or others! I just want her to back off. Im going no whete in the winter.She keeps telling me people are nicer in the small Montena town she lives in Christ Im a small town girl tell me a better lie!
In a second I went from nonplus to pissed.In all the years I have known Darlene she has never read me. For this writer that’s big shit.The person I dispise most is my half sister the narcississ she reads me all the time, mostly out of fear but still!
Darlene has never looked even at my Youtube channle. An adopted sister believes Youtube a place idiots go . Thats erronous. Darlene works for H&R Block. She tells me over and over doors would open up for me in Montena. Thats a falsehood.
Im no fan of Iowa.She does not get it that as long as my mom breaths I have a chance to find legal assistance to clear my name of the without prove lies of Elder Abuse. Not until.I sell a book.
Darlene tells me my health issues due to stress I think its from being Picked to bits and her telling me what I need.What I need is to contue working toward my goals. Leave poverty and Iowa.
I do not believe that a lesbian from another state would find better help in a state not hers or that she never wanted to live where I only know Darlene is the state I need to be in.
Darlene continued to tell me I will always have an excuse,Good Goddess! If we were looking at sensable excuses I told her I will not travel in the winter, in a bus where I have to literally eat my knees. No bathroom, get warm or hot get out wait no thankyou.
Hello is anyone out there have you traveled by bus to a state you have no car.Know only one person without moneu? Darlene will not move here to Iowa or Wisconsin with me she gets great benifits on medicare and Medicade. I hate poverty.
I wish success was easy but if it was everyone would be working successfully passionately with their own businesses. That surely would be heaven.I’d have my own farm and artist retreat. Poverty in America the riches country in the world( propaganda fluff) would no longer exist! No one would have to work so hard to leave poverty.
I do not believe love has a color or a sex.I have been dumped on by family didn’t take my life. Struggled on not because the struggle is fun if I had chose the painfree Id be dead. Darlene says in Montenna Id find a lawyer I can not in Iowa. If its just moving to a M state where Id have a community Im a hopskip and a jump to Minnesota.
I love the New York attitude.If you can make it there you can make it anywhere! Anythoughts?