When I get low and think I make no difference a senseless lonely running on empty Iowan dyke. Over on Youtube I see an email has arrived from WordPress so I zip to my gmail. Then its like a piping hot cup of Earl Grey my favorite tea I feel less irrelevant. Getting notification someone liked what I thought or started to follow me. Thats the nicest feeling.
Then the other night when I slept I recieved a text from the creep who took my life. Diana Dudley my half sister repeating something I said the the magic Jack that Diana makes my mom use so Diana can conttol who talks to mom.
told Dr.Pillsbury of Luther College mom wanted to talk to me. Diana said she sent me letters from mom they were returned. Today I got mail from the Villis Louis in Praire du Chien,Wisconsin. Funny the Villis did not have my address it got here.
Diana sent me her text with a comment exactly what I said to the supposed disconnected magic Jack.
Diana wanted mom to jave the magic Jack do much because it allows Diana to scan peoples access to mom. Diana black mailed mom into using the magic Jack because mom wanted to spend dome of her money to get TV and satalite Dish.
Dianas finally content she has done to our mom what she could not do to 5 husbands. 1. Control the husbands,2.Keep them
And it only took my half sister stealing my moms confidence her intelligent , self controled , making mom second guess who she is . My half sister got away .
I recieved a newspaper threatening me with jail.(It was a picture in a text) All I have done was told mom and my story. I try talking to all that read or hear me read that they rock! They all are best selling books. Million dollar movies.
Its up to everyone to write their stories. Stories and letters are historic. Those who follow me makes me as Im reading the email from WordPress a shiver goes through me.
The hair on top of my head tingles me the last geek picked for teams as a kick got picked. What an honor. My mom has never read me. Except a poem I wrote when I came out called ‘The sock.’
It took a year for the narcississ socialpath my older half sister is to convience my mom I write horrible things about my mom. My best friend who came to me in August 2014 in tears asking me to stay out of Luther College to keep mom safe.
I have never harmed anyone. Not been allowed to talk to my mom since May. I feel less alone when I know others hear me.
Thankyou so much
Huge virtual hug to you all.